Last week, everyone was surprised how well I handled myself on Thursday when Ben was at "playschool" and I was at work. I was even surprised that it was only for a little bit on Wednesday, that I had that "I'm going to lose it" moment.
Well, this morning was very different. I lost it. I took him into the classroom and almost took him right back out. I am getting all teary-eyed now just thinking about leaving him in that little swing. When I put him down, he just started looking up at me and smiling and cooing.....it was like he was saying, "What are we going to play next, Mom?" Unaware that I was leaving him.
Here come the tears AGAIN. Blah!
To my readers, however few:
8 years ago